Monday, December 17, 2012

my quest...near the end

Blogging. Because this I can do well. Less than a month to the exam showing. I am pushing past so many difficulties. And in my spirit I am not tired one bit. I just keep going. It is a key issue that this is a team effort and ultimately the result will depend on how well we can work as a team, it's the true test not just my creativity and skill as a choreographer. What are my thoughts at this point of the journey. I am so glad for the distance traveled. Smiles. I remember the first time meeting with my adviser Ming with a folded piece of paper with a highly philosophical outline for what this dance concert should be, and at our next meeting I entered his office with seven big canvases. Big ideas a very broad starting place ...the question, how do you narrow it to one definite point. From vague and abstract and things up in the air...from being so lost and clueless of how to achieve the task before me..."finding" took place...it's been a quest, a long tedious hard difficult quest...but when you have secrets revealed, it is so worthwhile...I can't explain it except to say deep in my heart something resonates inside with the world outside and time stands still for a moment, an aching peace to dwell in...I can still go deeper into what I've found...it's exhilarating as an artistic experience...even though it's very hard. Knowledge, it is so powerful. I want to know more. I'm still so hungry to learn.

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